Have you ever wondered.......

I spent the day cleaning the house - alone - quietness - tranquility- (Well as much as one can have when cleaning the house anyway!)
Amoungst other things Icame up with a few qustions ....

Have you ever wondered - if the kids would notice if you picked up the lego with the vacuum instead of your hand? (I will let you know in a week)
Have you ever wondered - how all that stuff that gets under the couch, without any one noticing it or missing it?
Have you ever wondered - why the kids will look for the remote for 20 minutes instead of just changing the channel in the box itself?
Have you ever wondered - How one 8 year old girl can go through a month supply of clothes in a week?
LoL ok well I was trying to keep my mind preoccupied.. and that's some of the stupid questions that popped in my head! I had so many more but cant remember them !!

OK funny thing - I dropped the kids and H to his olds this morning - and was going to leave my pj's on - (I was only dropping them off and coming straight home - 5 min return trip MAX... ) but for some reason, decided to do the right thing and get dressed lol LUCKILY - because the damn fuel pump in the crumydore has died and I was stuck - stranded - SO glad I got out of my pj's!!! :-)

There is so much I wanna say here, on my blog..so many thoughts, feelings, and crazy stuff right now. But will save it for when I get it sorted out in my head so I can put it

ok - a quick one tonight

20 things u may not know about me.....

• I have lived my entire life in Nowra/Bomaderry - apart from 12 months when I was a young tacker and 12 months when i was about 12.
• I have only been in an aeroplane once - when I went sky diving
• Im not keen on dogs or cats but have both!
• My kids are the most important thing in my life
• I hate winter
• I love camping but havent done it for years
• I modeled as a teenager OMG photo's that will NEVER end up here or even see the light of day again!
• I just missed out on being cast in the Great Australian Ice-Creamery media release (TV, Newspapers ads) it was down to me and one other person - and I missed out (because my smile was crooked and I have had a thing about my smile ever since!!!!!! lol!
• I miss working full time so much!

OK well that list started as 25 then 20 - and I was flat out getting ten things hehehehe. My mind is elsewhere, my head is in the clouds, my thoughts are so mished up and Im loving the feeling!!

My bested friend Kat, and friends Narelle and Holly had a girls night out last weekend! We had such a teriffic time. Pre dinner drinks at home and then to a local restaurant and then on to a few pubs - We ate, drank and laughed so much - my cheeks hurt the next morning! And it was a great opportunity for the girls - they all needed a night out. Holly has lost a fair few family members over the past 12 months - Narelle is going through a break up with her hubby and has just sould their family home, and has to move out this week, and Kat is getting things in place to seperate from her partner and father of her 3 kids within the next few months. These girls mean so much to me, their friendship, support and love they have shown me - I am finally getting a chance to pay it back, even if only in the tiniest way of taking their minds off things for a night!
I love all three of you beautiful ladies..

Heres a few pics from the night!

Narelle and I at the Bridge Tavern

Holly Kat and Me

OK i might need to upload the original pics as these are from my facebook page and facebook reduces the size and quality of the pics~~

This new feeling, this natural high, this....Whatever it is....... I hope it never goes away. Its been a long time since I have been completly out of the whole I had fallen into! My heads has risen above, several times for breif periods of time but I find myself back at the bottom before I know it has happened.