A BLOG TO DIE FOR.........

Since I started this blog a few years ago, I always wanted my blog to be 'one of those blogs'. The ones that I frequent. You know the blogs that you check every day, because the author is creating a very exciting experience that you want to be included in! The type of blog that you cant wait to read every morning.
Mine has never been like that! I have come up with the 5 top reasons why mine is not like that!
5. Because I dont update it every day!
4. Because I generally write about my kids, including too many photos
3. Because I am not a poetic writer!
2. Because I dont think anyone except aunty Nancy reads it!
1. Because my life is just not that interesting!
But I can always dream that one day, I will have more than one follower.

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Wednesday, June 17, 2009

Flying on the clouds

These past few weeks i feel like im flying on the clouds! I have been on a natural high - high on life!
So unlike me!

Since leaving work at the end of January and unable to find full time job. I had been feeling like Im in a rut - not being able to find my feet! But these past few weeks, I have been enjoying life! I headed into Toni's birthday with my head held high and a positive attitude and came out feeling ok. Yes I miss Toni so much but - wow! I had nearly 4 years enjoying Toni!! So lucky - I was and am so proud to have been her mummy!

I have been doing a fair bit of work with Anthony (my brother) - and it has boosted my confidence. Being back into the work force feels great!
The kids are all health wise doing well! Finally all the medical dramas are over - Shan finally has all her heart problems clear - that was a bit of a shock - finding out there was a problem but Now having it cleared and filed is a great feeling.

I think I need to get out the camera and through the gloomy days of winter - find capture the light that is shinning on me. Family - friends - confidence and energy for life -
I really hope I dont fall off this platform, because I like being up here!!


I am posting a picture I took in May - On the anniversary of Toni's death. Before I started my climb out of the hole I was in......


As Ky and Kat - (my 2 best friends) were leaving my house this evening, We looked at the setting sun, and It expressed how I was feeling at that moment. I grabbed the camera because I just wanted to share it with those who are a constant support in my life -




The Brightness - that Toni bought to my world,
The Colour- that brightened everyday she was here,
The Darkness - that entered my life when she left
The Turmoil that will forever be in my heart.

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